i dont know what to name this blog? Haha

Woke up early again this morning!? I know wtf is wrong with me right? Haha well whatever, nothing better than getting an early start right? Haha

Well i went home to go shower because Kristina wanted to go on a road trip. So i went home and no one was home.. Idk well i took my shower and then, i walked into my sisters room. I seen a couple weeks back that she was accepted to California State University, Los Angeles. So i went in again this morning and saw two more acceptance letters. One from San Diego State and one from UC Riverside. Well the first thing that came into my head was that im so proud of her. She's finally a senior in high school and she did what she had to do to get accepted into good colleges. So i wish her the very best in which ever college she decides to attend.

Well that also had me thinking like 'damn i wish i was still in school' and i also wished i would of worked harder in school and been accepted into some good colleges. I know i wasnt the smartest or whatever in high school but i know now that i should of done my work and did more to get into the good colleges.

Well everyone has problems within themselves and within their homes and beyond. I dont come from the richest family in the world or anything like that but neither am i poor where me and my family are like starving at home. Theres only three people in my house that work in a house of six. One of them is my older brother, whoom i dislike very much because he believes hes right all the time and he wastes his income in alcohol and video games. Thats not the life to live. He decided to join the Marines right after high school because he didnt want to attend college and thought that was a waste of time. Well... hes 22 and still lives at home and works at FedEx. That doesnt really sound like an 'American Dream' to me.

The next person who works is my younger sister. Out of anyone in my family, i am very proud of her. I know she has done alot to get to where she is. She works, has track practice and still has time to do hw. So i tip my hat to her and her success.

The last person is my mother. Me and her really havent had such a good relationship since the summer of my junior year of high school. We have gotten into many arguments and we still currently do not speak to one another.

Well where this is going is money doesnt buy happyness and yes i spelled it like the movie haha. My family loves one another equally even if they dont show it at times. Well i think with everything that everyone is going through. You should always look at the postive things that you have in your life. Dont worry about how much your getting paid at your current job. Everything happens for a reason. Be grateful for what you have in your life and im starting to become more and more grateful for what i have in my life. So thank you to my friends and family. I love you all.

Well i have two options in mind for my future. One is going back to school and actually instead of going back to Chabot, was going to the Culinary Arts in SF. Ive always really enjoyed cooking and i believe its more than a passion for me. My other option that i believe that i have is joining the Army National Guard. I thought about joining a couple of months ago but i guess i just lost contact with the recruiting officer and yeah.

Well anyways i went to San Luis Obispo with Kristina today and i was driving the whole time, and now im really starting to hate driving to places that are hella far haha. I told Cece i should invent like a car that you just tell them where you want to go and they just take you there without you driving yourself. Haha idk? Its an idea? Lol well we had dinner there at "Firestone" and met up with her friends so she could catch up with them. 3 1/2 hours there and back. I hate sitting in the car for that long. But thank God they invented cruise control or id be more exhausted at the moment lol.

So like my good friend Gabe says 'actions speak louder than words'
Dont say your going to do something and dont do it in the end. Where will i be in 5 years? I dont know. And like i said in one of my earlier blogs..I dont usually ask people for help but i sure could use some right about now..