Sunday, May 3, 2009

Here We Go...

Its funny how you hear some things from the people who are suppose to be your friends and thats when you realize that maybe they really arent.

I blacked out last night and dont remember much, and i may have done some inappropriate things and im sorry for that. So now i really want to cut down on drinking and focus on more important things in my life.

There is alot of different things on my mind at the moment, and its hard to open up on here nowadays because every time i do it gets shot down and then people also judge what you write on here nowadays. I believe im trying too hard to get someone attention so im just going to really need to back off and hopefully have her come to me....

Im usually a happy person, but for some reason today is just a bad day or something. I can feel it idk what it is, but i feel it. I need to let go of all this negativity in my life and start bringing in positive things back. Focus back on school and working again. I mean i love going out and partying and having fun and whatnot but there just comes a point where you need to grow up and i believe that time is now for me.

"I just wanna be successful..." - Trey

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