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So idk but i havent really been feeling this week at all... maybe its because i just recently got sick and i know that ruins alot of things and i also made a bet with someone, and they dont think i cant drink for 3 weeks so i will prove that person wrong, since she's never been proven wrong before.

NV last night was already, i think it would of been better for me if i wasnt sick and i could drink.. but whatever. Its not like i have to pay for these clubs haha so i aint really trippin.

Also ive found some things out and its just hard to just hard to realize and yeah. Just gonna see where it takes me.


"To the left , to the left.."- Weezy

Hitch

"....there's only one person that makes me feel like I'm flying and its.... you.."


=)

Thursday Afternoon

So i went to the gym with D. Cash yesterday and FML im hella sore today. Gabe picked me up cuz he was working at the Ballys by my house and i worked out a lil bit. Feels good but im fucken exhausted.

So im trying to better myself to show someone that i will not hurt them. We only live once, so why not take a chance? I told you already that i wasnt going to hurt you and that isnt my intention either. I wanna build this relationship we have into something more. Open your heart and let your conscience be free...

Well lifes going pretty good at the moment. I believe that drama has finally left my life for now.. and i hope it doesnt return. Drama = Bitchassness.

And Happy Birthday to Rock The Jay! Tomorrow is Rock The Bay's 3 Year Anniversary @ Illusions. Yee lets get ready to drink! Haha, thats it for now i guess dont really know what to write about at the moment so im gonna cut it short.


"And all the stupid things i do have absolutely no reflection on how i feel about you..." - Trey

Friday Morning

Went to Empire tonight and saw a couple things that just didnt look right... hmm.. but its really none of my business. Let people make their own mistakes and bad choices haha.

Anyways, i feel like my life is actually going good. The relationship with my mom is getting better day by day, and i actually said 'happy mothers day' and gave her a kiss in about... 4 years.. cant hold a grudge to the person who gave you life. I have good friends surrounding me and its good to just chill and play video games and bullshit at eddys house haha. I got 2 Boss ass nigga's that are good friends to me, its turning into more than a friendship now and thats a good thing because they are good people. They help me when im down and i appriciate everything they do for me. E2B haha these homo's theyre my boothangs and homies haha. Dont worry Brian someday youll beat me in 2K9 haha. I also have someone special in my mind and heart and i would really love to open my heart to her when she's ready to open her's to me. Im not trying to rush into anything but i know that she is something very special and ive told her that too. I may have forgotten some people but ill update later haha

So todays Friday.. what the hell am i gonna do tonight? Lol well i have no idea i might just go with Brian to his lil DJ gig at Abyss but idk we'll see how that goes.. Haha and then tomorrow BlackoutSF is gonna go invade Santa Cruz and its suppose to be a nice hot day so im juiced to chill with them. Yeee.

Well my internets not working at home but always feel free to aim me, ill always be on my phone and ill most likely always respond; toosoberto

"Double cup love, you the one i lean on" - Drizzy

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So i havent wrote a blog for aminute now so umm... heres one for those people who look at mine? Lol idk who looks on here haha.

So basically we had Blackout SF 1 Year @ NV last week and it was pretty crackin even without J. Holiday there, im sure it could of been better with him there but i wasnt complaining.

So im still looking for a job, i know the economy sucks balls at the moment but i still have faith that something will come up.

So this is what i am doing to lose weight now ; im beginning to run atleast once a day, doesnt matter the time or whatever but i wanna begin to run again. Im also gonna start lifting some weights to get some more muscle, and i also want to start eating a little more healther even though its hard when your grandma gives you like half a plate of rice with your dinner haha. My main goal is to lose about 15 pounds, but not in any time frame or anything thats just my goal in general.

I dont know what else to say right now so hit me up on aim cuz my internet isnt working but im still online on my phone at times; TOOSOBERTO .

Peaceee Eassyy.

Here We Go...

Its funny how you hear some things from the people who are suppose to be your friends and thats when you realize that maybe they really arent.

I blacked out last night and dont remember much, and i may have done some inappropriate things and im sorry for that. So now i really want to cut down on drinking and focus on more important things in my life.

There is alot of different things on my mind at the moment, and its hard to open up on here nowadays because every time i do it gets shot down and then people also judge what you write on here nowadays. I believe im trying too hard to get someone attention so im just going to really need to back off and hopefully have her come to me....

Im usually a happy person, but for some reason today is just a bad day or something. I can feel it idk what it is, but i feel it. I need to let go of all this negativity in my life and start bringing in positive things back. Focus back on school and working again. I mean i love going out and partying and having fun and whatnot but there just comes a point where you need to grow up and i believe that time is now for me.

"I just wanna be successful..." - Trey