On a pill called insomnia

Its about 3 in the morning and i cant sleep. this isnt anything new for me, im used to not sleeping around this time. ive been going through this for a couple weeks now and i really didnt know why i couldnt sleep at night.

so i just finally came to the conclusion, that i had too much on my mind. from relationships with a certain someone to finding a new job. some friendships i doubted were even going through my mind alot. just alot going through my mind and i couldnt handle it so i guess it took away my sleep during nights.

finally this week after so much on my mind, i got my first good night sleep in about 2-3 weeks. it felt so good to just finally sleep at night like a normal person. i just finally cleared my mind from everything and also would talk to someone to help me sleep at night. i also got my first really good nap this week and i felt so refreshed.

usually around this time i would be talking to gabe aka my bff =) haha and we would just be talking about anything that would be on our mind and usually youtube would keep us entertained. we even had a little flashback night and looked up shows that were in the 90s and watched shows from 'muppet babies' to 'hey arnold' haha. we also watched alot of goosebumps that night haha hella old school.

but tonight is different, im not sure why i cant really sleep, but i had a talk with someone and it just felt good talking to them. i opened up more and i believe i can now sleep in peace just because of them =) so thank you to them and i hope to sleep soon with a smile on my face.

First Entry

Well today is my first blog, i dont really know what to say at this point. i could continue about the who emo thing but thats all gabe right now haha. maybe ill continue that later on.

Well ill just start off with some small facts about myself then; my name is Alberto Solis but everyone knows me as Berto, i was born and raised in Oakland and was raised by a Salvadorian family. Lived in Oakland till my senior year in high school and moved to San Leandro. Im 19 years old and soon to be 20 in a couple months.

I got a few close friends, they know who they are. I dont need to say who is who and why they are so close to me and whatnot. I love them and would do anything for them. Ive lost friends but also gained so many. I wouldnt give up my friends who i have right now for anything. They are basically my family right now.

Ive changed a lot this past year, ive done a lot of thing i wouldnt of thought i would be doing. Its just an obstacle that i had to go through to help me become a better person and all that good stuff.

Well i think thats it for now haha so ill blog again sometime soon i guess. Have a good day.